''I'VE DONE MY SHARE ON PLAYIN GAMES BUT FOR YOU I'VE GIVEN UP THAT LIFE''

i used to be a very promiscuous  person. i started out from having virtual relationships and ended up having real-time relationships. may i be taken or not, i still do loads of curricular activities with people i usually meet in bars or online. and i just usually end up screwing the relationship with my past lovers.

they loved me, no question about it. it's just that when you're somebody in love with a PROMISCUOUS PARTNER who actually in return, loves you too, you get jaded , you get to live by this fuckin motto that says, ''you do sex, with other people, he does sex with other people also, but as long as he goes home at the end of the day, it's okay''.

soon enough i got to see things that way, and found it fun.

more party more sex. haha.

i was young. i was vulnerable. i was  outgoing, very outgoing. i was horny.

there was even this one time that i thought of writing the names of my ex's and the people i've hooked up in the past but i just found it hard to remember. they were too many. i cant remember the names of some of them, not even their faces.

diff shapes, diff sizes, diff colors, diff faces that i've met in different places.

we all somehow got into this sitch in some phases of our lives and the thought of having somebody to love seriously and to be in a relationship with somebody we dont meet in bars actually sets in our once lustful minds.

when we find love and it hits us,if hits us real hard, we change.

we see things in a different light.

you think of future plans for you, for him and for the both of you.

WE THINK OF CHANGE. WE THINK OF TRUE LOVE. WE THINK OF HIM.