our relationship started with a lot of problems.
he was stuck with his ex by that time that we officially call ourselves lovers.
it was hard to be a number two.
along with that problem was his parents didn't like me at all.
i was an out-of-school-youth.
i cant just blame them because i really was inferior compared to his ex.
his ex has a job.
malaki ang sweldo.
mature enough to know whats right from wrong.
but i knew he was never that perfect. i knew that i was much more deserving of von's love more than him.
''PAGMAMAHAL KO LANG TALAGA SA KANYA ANG TANGING NAGING BALA KO''
right then and there i knew i had to be the best me to prove them all wrong.
to prove to them that i am deserving of their only son.
most of all?i have to prove to him that i am very much deserving of his LOVE.
he never had the courage to break-up with his ex.
there were several attempts but none of them succeeded. he was bi-polar and the last thing he did was scandalize him in public.
one evening, i couldn't take it anymore and gathered my guts to tell him frankly that he has to end it by that moment.
he knew how i cried a river because of that. because i'm just number two.
so he did it. he broke up with him over the phone. he agreed because i guess he knew that Von doesn't love him anymore. he hurt him a lot of time already. love faded.
after a month, his parents became dormant of their protest against our relationship after several times of visiting them. dormant but just okay. hindi yung tipong boto na sila sa akin.
i went home after several months of staying in iloilo.
i made myself better.
i begun to want improvement.
and i found betterment.
it was several weeks after i went home when i decided to pay Von a visit.
i had to ask permission to his mom if he could stay with me in the hotel room where i was staying by that time, and i succeeded. his mom agreed.
by that time, i knew that what i did was right. what i did payed-off. having his mom permit him to be with me overnight was an accomplishment.
alam ko nung oras na yun, gusto na nila ako. abot tenga kaya yung ngiti ni mama.hahaha.
dun nagsimula ang pagtanggap nila sa relasyon namin ni Von.
naging masaya kami after nun. those two problems were one of the greatest trial in our relationship.
ika nga we were against all odds but we succeeded..
we were 3 hours from each other but we kept it up.
it made us stronger.
it made us love each other more.
spark and connection equals love.
love equals me and him.
marami pa kaming napagdaanan. muntik pa kaming magbreak. pero dahil mahal namin ang isa't-isa hindi namin pinahintulutang umabot dun.
we made it through the rain, we even made it through the storm-like problems but the most important thing is WE MADE IT THROUGH.
IT MADE US STRONGER.
marimi pa tayong pagdadaanan but im very sure na malalagpasan natin lahat ng iyon. LOVE WILL BE OUR KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR.
12:30 NA. JULY 12,2010. MONDAY. 15 MONTHS NA KAMI.HAPPY MONTHSARY BABY.
BABY? U HEARD THIS A THOUSAND TIMES ALREADY,BUT THESE WORDS ARE THE ONLY WORDS THAT BEST SPEAKS ABOUT WHAT I FEEL FOR YOU.
''I LOVE YOU''.
''some ways are diffrent but together we're so right. this is us, this is us, and this is how we love''
ito nga pala ang baby namin..c cricxy...
we love you baby cricxy,...:)